I have lived my whole life as a lukewarm christian and just here of resent I realized the dangers of this. My heart kills me realizing I have not served my Lord or let Him shine through me. Where are my fruits? So many stumbling blocks, it is hard to get past them, impossible without God. I have cried many times, for many reasons. This world is a dangerous place and it swallows so many people; friends, family, and strangers, oh God please help me to have a heart for you! To fear You! To love You! Help me not get tied up in the doctrines of modern day pharisees but instead to imitate You, I want to be a servant and on that fateful day to be spoken for. Let me shine so bright for you alone God!
How many people have I just let slip by without a thought? Held accountable for their blood. This plank in my eye hurts and I want so bad to see clearly! So thirsty, let me be filled Father! The noise is so loud it is hard to hear you, silence it so that I can hear. My heart cries out like never before. I want to wear your armor and serve you for every breath I have left. Everything I have is a gift from you and has been treated as entitlement, I deserve nothing! Thank you oh Lord!
Help me be the husband and man that honors you, so that all will see you. Lead me. Let this blog not be as a trumpet sounding for me so they will think highly of me, for I am nothing without you, but instead let it be to glorify your holy name oh God.
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